International Night

my teh kwan do!!

Children! beware!! KOko been thru special training~

trip trip

recently..wah....really bad bad bad moments..everything just doesnt turn well!!!! Thought can go to Madison and Chicago to tou tou feng..well it was a good trip for me.. since got a wife to take care now.. facing a big big financial trouble now.. being single and 'married' is so damn big different!! Right now everything is not a single-person-thing..everything has to think abt her.. sigh.. dunno la.. hopefully everything will turn well..atleast get better i hope..

recently met back two long-time-no-see friends.. from Madison and Chicago.. oh ya..we rent a super new 2008 Sonata for the trip..new car is so much diff than Used car!! (duh..) Last time didnt look everything of chicago..so this time have to finish it..keke

recently happened to many stuffs..really lazy to write blog..sigh.. too many stuffs.. hopfully can forgot those unhappy stuffs la..

stressss

Sigghhhh....I guess this time really was the hardest moment since I came here.. never fell that stress + depress before..Honestly I havnt really prepared and rest and plan since got back from Malaysia..until NOW!! and yet SPRING BREAK coming soon!!!

Gosh.. everyday sure have atleast 2 quizzes.. then the next week sure got a paper due, and exam.. >< !! I have been drinking coffee almost every day..every night.. I think I'd addicted now.. the best record was 5 cups a day..and more than 20 cups in 5 days.. Since after got back, I never sleep more than 7 hours, until that day back from Skiing..average just sleep for 5 hours..

LAst 10 days were the worst period in my life.. lost my pendrive (although Im pretty sure I brought it with me!! then coldest weather in these few months,-40F.. then did superbadly in test..(yea..superbad means failed! ) then relationships suddently like the stock market in Msia.. going down so SMOOTHLY ><

anyway...after the skiing trip.. and did something that my friend said could 花钱消灾, my life yday and today was changing back.. u have no idea how bad luck was I.. I was so glad if my life just going normal..just normal day I 谢天谢地 already..

我的天堂

站在十字街口，
霓虹灯拒绝我的问候，
没有烟抽，没有啤酒，
雨水模糊路的尽头，
似乎全世界都想让我糗，
落寞的我就像一只流浪狗。



忧伤折断了我的翅膀，
痛楚让我迷失了航向，
我还在不停流浪，
可我依然在，依然在，
追寻我的天堂。



走在喧嚣的街头，
沉默是我最后的防守，
雷鬼乐请你住口，
连空气也是对手，
我真的很想吼，
悲伤刺痛了我的咽喉，
原来我是那么没用，
定格，泪涌。



血液尚在流淌，
烽火连天的战场，
奋力厮杀的我，
怎样治愈险些致命的伤，
可我依然在，依然在
追寻我的天堂。



零下二十二度，
一无所有的赌徒，
上帝不曾看见我的救赎，
我根本感觉不到我的温度，
还有谁在乎，
还有谁在乎我心目中的那片净土。



走过七年之痒，
天边出现一缕曙光，
仿佛是我心中的天堂，
触摸，
怎么还是幻想，
天堂等于成长加忧伤，
原来是那么的荒唐，
现在，
只剩我在街上彷徨。



面对这一切，
我不想退让，
毅然决然，
挺起胸膛，
七弦琴声如此惆怅，
勾起我无限的倦想，
重拾行装，
目眺远方，
我始终相信，
我的天堂，
就在那不断追寻的路上。