Who am i

Who am I? What am I doing? I really dunno..I think I has lost myself.. Why I dun have any feelings when got into school soccer team? Why Im not that crazy about soccer already?? Why I dun have any motivation in everything ? Whats going on to me? Too many pressure from no where? Too many things need to settle? Too many things bothering me??

I really dunno..I just know if this still happening for couple months..I will become mad..
god bless me...........................